?

Log in

kat928
kat928
:. ::...::.
Back Viewing 0 - 20  
kat928 [userpic]

I am relaxing outside sitting in the shade watching my son play with bubbles. I just got an account with Spotify. Not really sure how I feel about the service. I did find they have all the works of Bella Morte. That works for me. I started a new job on Monday and so far I am doing well. But all I was doing was cashiering. You have to not know what you are doing to get that wrong. We will see how the rest works out for me when I go to department in framing.


Posted via m.livejournal.com.

kat928 [userpic]

It has been awhile since I wrote anything on here. I just wanted to let everyone know how I am doing. I am personally all right. Things have been a bit rough. I have had to move back home to my parents house. I currently am unemployed. I have put out applications and I even went on an interview. So far it looks like I will get the job. I am waiting to hear back on that. The interviewer really was interested in hiring for the job. Things are tight but we are managing. I wish things could be different but for now this is just how things will be. I am praying to be working soon. I need to buy a car and then move into a new place. I think that would be best for everyone.

Current Location: bed
Current Mood: blahblah
kat928 [userpic]

So this never happened. The site that I was using decided that it wasn't going to doing business. Not a single penny was earned towards remodeling my parents house. This makes me very sad. But I guess that is life. That is all for now.

Hi, my name is Ida. Some of you know me in person. I am collecting money to help two of the most important people in my lift, my parents. They have been amazing people in my life. They have spent years helping others through all kinds of ways like: taking us kids to our activities, volunteering both at school and work and being a safe place where our friends could stay when they needed it. Right now they have found themselves in need of help. Our roof is showing its age and the same with the rest of the house. The roof leaks when it rains and the plumbing isn't like it used to be. I have created an account on ChipIn to collect the funds to do the work that needs to be done. So I am asking if anyone is willing to help.

http://kat9762000.chipin.com/renovating-my-parents-house

Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Personal Jesus
kat928 [userpic]

i have been out of work since may 21st. the good news is that i'm not as stressed as i had been while working. now i just have a different promblem and that i am having different kinds of stress. i am looking for a new job now. i have a few options open for me. you know the drill, no work = no money. hopefully i will be working as soon as next week with this temp place i applied for. the lady i am working with thinks she has a job that would be good for me. so i think things will work out for us.

Tags: ,
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
kat928 [userpic]

I was diagnosed with multiple food allergies about two months ago. I am still getting adjusted to it. Here is a list of my different food allergies in no particular order: bananas, strawberries, wheat, barley, oats, malt, rice, beef, pork, mushrooms, tea, coffee, chocolate/cocoa, black pepper, and beta lactoglobulin (milk). I am finding that a lot of foods are now off limits to me. The foods that are gluten free I can't eat most of them because they use rice or rice flour in them. I also do not like the fact that a lot of food labels have listed the non-descriptive "spices" which could include black pepper. I don't do the cooking in my house but i really do want to start. How can I start to become a better cook for my family? The biggest problem I have is that cooking kind of intimidates me. Also my son was diagnosed with egg white and milk allergies, so that complicates things a bit.

Current Mood: restlessrestless
kat928 [userpic]

i have a big problem. i have all ready done my taxes and my refund was supposed to arrive by the 28th. right now i'm really in need of said refund. well i went to check on the status of my refund and it said expected refund $$$ adjusted refund $0.00. so here is the problem what can i do now. i have student loans that are in default right now. i don't make enough money to pay them and live. i currently have two garnishments that are killing my pay checks right now. now i am not even making enough to live on. what is a girl to do?

Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
kat928 [userpic]

i just got my schedule for next week. it seems that i am scheduled to work new year's eve 4pm-9pm. it doesn't seem right. i believe that is a mistake. we are closing at 6pm this saturday, i think that should be the same for new year's eve. i am going to to my cm to find out what the correct closing time it.

kat928 [userpic]

so this is just a quick note, everyone should follow me on twitter. you can find me under kat928. i update that more often then i do here since i can tweet on my cell phone. i have tried to use mobile lj

kat928 [userpic]

ok i have spoke with a few of you on the phone about this issue. so now i'm going to post here. i am looking for some help with raising funds to purchase a used car. i all ready did my taxes so that is out of the question. that money is long gone. i took care of household matters like paying the rent and getting caught up on unities. here is a link where anyone can chip in funds towards the car. i plan on getting a better job once i have a car. this will help to better my family. any help would be great.

here is the link: http://kat9762000.chipin.com/car-fund-for-better-job

Current Mood: sleepysleepy
kat928 [userpic]

Mate-A-Company - Worth1000 Contests

kat928 [userpic]

so i have made the first step to getting my head together. i saw a psychologist yesterday. he seems like a good guy. i got there a little late so i didn't get the full 50 min session. but i did get to talk about a few things in the time i did have. i have to find out the name of the company that referred me to him and find out how many sessions my job will pay for. i am going to take this seriously and really work on things. i also suggested that next week i will come with a list of things that we can talk about, that way there will be some order to the sessions. i'm sure i can come up with a lot of things i need to work on. i might even consider meds if it is suggested. they might actually help me.

so on a side note i had a dream about dirk last night, i miss him. in my dream i saw an open door and walked towards it. when i looked in i expected to see his hat hanging on the wall, but it wasn't there. i knew that he wasn't going to be there. so i turned around and left. i wonder if that means anything? well i have to go back to finish up the job i've been working on for most of the night.

Current Location: work
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: michael jackson
kat928 [userpic]

so we have had a problem with bats at our center. we had a professional to do something about them. we hadn't had any bats for awhile, but they seem like they are back. we had not one but two come flying out of the back room tonight. my am was here because he was worried that i wouldn't get some big order finished. or was it so he could print stuff out on our dime? i'm not sure which it is. so he is super scared of the bats. i called animal control. they sent someone to get the bats. one left dead the other alive. my am killed the one. so now back to my regularly scheduled program.

Current Mood: workingworking
Current Music: the radio and two black and white copiers
kat928 [userpic]

so we have had a problem with bats at our center. we had a professional to do something about them. we hadn't had any bats for awhile, but they seem like they are back. we had not one but two come flying out of the back room tonight. my am was here because he was worried that i wouldn't get some big order finished. or was it so he could print stuff out on our dime? i'm not sure which it is. so he is super scared of the bats. i called animal control. they sent someone to get the bats. one left dead the other alive. my am killed the one. so now back to my regularly scheduled program.

Current Mood: workingworking
Current Music: whatever is on the radio
kat928 [userpic]

so far it has been a really long day for me. we got a car rented with no problem and then we got lunch. so i got to spend all day with my son. i am hanging in. tomorrow is pay day. i have a whole list of items i need to buy for our place. i also have to buy a birthday present for the party we are going to on saturday. so now i am just waiting for my son to fall asleep so then i can go to sleep. so that it for now.

kat928 [userpic]

so, i wrote some stuff in my last post that i thought would be commented on, so far it hasn't. so i was just wondering does anyone actually read this thing? i have been thinking about writing up something that might be long, not really sure. it would be a thing to really understand who i am as a person. but if no one is reading this then i don't know if i want to make the effort to putting everything down. don't mind me, i've been depressed lately. i need to follow up with a few things. i have terrible follow through skills. let me know if you read this.

Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: just listening to a tutorial my bf is watching
kat928 [userpic]

i am having one of those days. i can't tell if i'm depressed or just exhausted or both. i know some shrink said that she wanted to rule out me having dysthymia. i don't really know, that would just add to all the other stuff that is going on with me. most of the other stuff all comes down to me having a lot of issues with anxiety. i have been told i have ad/hd, depression, ocd, ptsd, trichotillomania, depression and at one point was told i was bipolar. i think one doctor said that i might have be borderline personality disorder. i don't know about that one. a few other doctors confirmed that i was not in fact bipolar. anyone who knows me will know that i can be kind of off at times. i don't feel that i am that socially adjusted. i didn't have many friends growing up and when i did make friends it wouldn't last when i had to change schools. i have had people joke with me and i just don't get it. i tend to be more literal then anything else. so don't get frustrated with me if i don't get things that is just how i'm made. if you want to know more about me all you have to do is ask.

kat928 [userpic]

so it has been snowing again since last night. we are now snowed in again. i haven't been to work this whole week. one of those days i called out sick but the other days we were closed. thanks snow for shutting us down. i'm not sure if i will get to work at all this week. and next week is a scheduled vacation. i am so ready for my pay day to get here. we still have supplies but we are starting to run low on things. but that is normal. we didn't stock up before this or the last storm like so many else did. so well i guess we will be all right.

Tags: ,
kat928 [userpic]

have you ever had one of those days that you feel like a complete failure? well i am having one of those days. i did fine when i left work but it all went down hill after i got home. now i have to go to bed so i can sleep before i have to go back to work tonight.

kat928 [userpic]

So, kat928, your LiveJournal reveals...

You are... 14% unique (blame, for example, your interest in taking b&w photos), 29% peculiar, 14% interesting, 14% normal and 29% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy reading). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are keen to please. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is conventional.

Your overall weirdness is: 47

(The average level of weirdness is: 29.
You are weirder than 85% of other LJers.)

Find out what your weirdness level is!

kat928 [userpic]

so, how has everyone been lately? i worked over 50 hours this past week at work. not bad for overtime. i have been thinking about wanting more for myself. does anyone want to create a book club or movie watchers group? i think that might be fun. i need something to get me outside of the house once in awhile. i need something other than work and family to think about.

Current Location: home
Back Viewing 0 - 20